4 more days

Hi, guys! 4 more days to go to bb's first book out! Yes, I am sooo eggcited. Alhamdulillah, 11 days without bb is not that bad actually. Can't deny though that the first 3 days was quite bad. It took us 3 days to be fine. I guess, thats the average number of days for us to get used to a new routine?

2 weeks confinement is ending soon and I guess, these 2 weeks should be one of the toughest stage for both baby and myself. But, it isn't that hard...... Frankly speaking, I don't even feel that lonely or wanting to cheat on him.. No, I have no such feelings. AT ALL. I am fine most of the days. Its not that I don't miss my bae. I miss him every second. But, I don't get angry that he has to go thru NS, he has to sleep at 10pm... I don't. So.... I created my own theory to why I feel this way.

First. Maybe, it's because I AM BUSY most of the time. Juggling 3 jobs. Monday Tuesday Sakura AND teaching. Wednesday Thursday Friday Office AND teaching. Saturday and Sunday Sakura AND family. So, I am actually completely occupied. Work all day and by then, it's already 10pm and bae would probably call me at that timing, usually. I don't have time to even socialise with anyone that much..

Secondly... I AM CRAZY FOR MY BOYFRIEND. He's perfect the way he is. And, there is nothing that I wish I could have in him. So, perhaps, thats the reason why I am loyal even when he's in Tekong for the entire 2 weeks. (Insya Allah he's meant for me)

I love being at home, watch my movies, read books, spend time with my family, with bae, with my girlfriends. Its not that I am an anti-social person. (or is it I am?) HAHAHA! Some people loves the crowd, the talks. But, I guess, I prefer being with a small crowd that I am able to count on anytime.... Is it I'm getting older at a faster rate already?

Missing you, bae. Come home soon, love.....