Survived

So, first and foremost, I thought I am able to consume whipped cream and coffee again but even after a year or so, I still can't :') Till today, I have to remind bae that if he ever buys me starbucks, no whipped cream and no coffee. Thank God I had my usual pills with me on that day.

Been days, weeks or even a month of not able to post anything. All thanks to mid-sem tests, projects and the upcoming final exams. This 4th semester is really a tough one, tbh. One of the toughest semester so far. Didn't manage to do that well for mid-sem but I really hope the projects are able to push up my grades, together with my final exams. 

Bae got home after 4 days being in Bali. Those 4 days, weren't that bad for me since I was all busy doing my crazy Investment project. Yup, I had to come up with a 60 pages report, come up with the ratios using the unconsolidated statements in the annual reports. It was crazy. Didn't get enough sleep. Had to drink redbull and the after effect was bad. I felt soooo tired after my energy ran out. Managed to get started on my other 2 projects since already did my part on the investment project. Bae been away is not that bad actually. HAHAHAHA i love you, bb. Just that, it gets my work done asap since I wasn't always with my phone. Even so, when I get to bed at the end of the day, I truly missed him mad crazy :') Especially when knowing Bali got an earthquake and bae sent me a text that there was an earthquake and the ceiling ricks were falling, already enough to scare me. With the bad wifi there, we didn't get to communicate properly and it left me with a lot of questions, whether he's safe there or not.. Just so relieved that he safely reached Singapore. 

Before he went away to Bali, it was my FIRST time swimming in Siloso Beach. And, I love it so much since we all know, there are no fishes, jellyfish, or whatever creatures underneath. Just seaweeds. And the water was so cooling and clean. Because yes I know, artificial. But, I love it. I felt safe in the water. Mainly because I know there are no creatures underneath. I just have this fear that there could be crocodiles underneath, baby sharks or crabs and clams. So thankful to have an artificial beach. HAHAHA! Definitely will swim there again with bae!

Can't wait for another date with bae this Saturday after school and project meetings!

Exams are around the corner ~

Just got home from a short date with bae and collide (2017) was super gooooood!Worth every cent. The romance, actions, a lil comedy, was really something I didn't expect from the movie. (Reviews were unreliable tbh) And the best part is, I could relate the character with bae and when the character said "no one ever said that to me", that made me smile because thats what bae felt too when he met me. I don't mind rewatching it over and over again.. 

Left another 2 semesters and I hope I won't fail any mod this sem. Eventho this sem's been pretty tough, (im suppose to get my tutorials done now btw) but the thought of having another 2 semesters left, keeps me going. Now, Im 22. And I'll be graduating when Im 23, starting my 1st full time job, and next, probably working my ass off day and night to not only pay my daily expenses, but carrying out my responsibility as a daughter and perhaps, collecting money for my future wedding, with bae (if he's meant for me of course) Definitely looking forward to the future but at the same time, afraid if whats gonna happen is not exactly what I have in mind. BUT, different people has different sustenance, different challenges. Some people has a lot of wealth, but are having difficulties in conceiving while some may have 4,5 kids but unable to support all financially. So, moral of the story, whatever is going to happen in the future or even what is going on now, I will not sigh and complain, I will just keep going, appreciating every little details in life, appreciating those around me, being with me thru ups and downs.. 

Can't wait for another date with you again...