Ms Happy

Today was simply productive! :) Managed to focus in class, got my eyebrows done and finally did my revision of the topic learnt in class today while bb's at JB with his brother. Can't wait for another day of learning tomorrow..

Since I have the time to blog now, I am finally able to type down the memories I had with bae on our previous date. Initially, we wanted to try out flavourflings specials but, somehow, we craved for badoque's huge portions dishes instead. So, we had early dinner @ Bedok Badoque Cafe with me wearing the outfit I wore during the first time bae set his gaze on me behind the bar. (I didn't even realise his presence there) Always a good time with him from day 1, even before we got serious with each other. We were too busy with work that all we needed was a simple date where we could talk, reflect and share the things we didn't have the time to talk about. And when we always start meeting each other at one point, thats when we'd rather have adventures together, and laugh constantly without long conversations in between. Went to catch Return of Xander cage in GV (We have another 4 sets of free GV tix) and honestly, I'd just give it 6/10 rating. ALOT of actions but it was too much, i guess? It made me cringe watching some scenes. Maybe I am not really into these type of movies. We seldom watch movies outside cause' both of us feels that we might as well sit at home and skype while watching movies "together" but.... WE GOT FREE TIX. Free, guise. So, why not? Better use them than wasting them just like that!

Last week's been a great week again for me. Till then, loving today's weather 💧

Fifty Two

Caught 52 yabby today with bae. It was one of the best nights ever. Initially, there was an event and we had to wait for about 2 hours and finally managed to prawn for 3 hours. It was definitely worth it because it was a continuous catch for the both of us. 3 hours of conversation with bae about almost everything. Surprisingly, after all those youtube tutorials that he had been watching, he managed to get a gudetama from the claw machine despite me nagging and saying how he wouldnt be able to get it and claw machines are all a scam. Was speechless when gudetama was in the claw. FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER. HAHAHA! Its not about the doll that he won for me but it felt... satisfying to win something from the claw machine.

 Super relaxing today and I am actually grateful that I took urgent leave. $45 gone but that's okay cause today was simply A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. Will never trade bb for anyone or anything else. (Insya Allah, hes my jodoh) I know I've been saying that a couple of times but every word that comes out from our mouth is dua, right? So, I will keep on saying that okay, guise. 

Till then, I will always have faith in everything that sort of seems impossible. Like the claw machine.....

New routine

Second day of school and I'm slowly getting used to travelling to school again, focusing in class, and interacting with people(eventhough how I wish I could stay silent all the way). Not that I'm an anti-social but at times, all we want to do is to stay quiet, right? Just feels like writing tonight since I feel that today was entirely productive and I just needed to feel satisfied by writing it all down. Went for both lectures and managed to mail out a set of novels for buyer. Before that, sold my commercial law textbook to a business student in school. I just love selling all my used textbooks, earning a few dollars back makes me feel happy about it. (actually its quite a substantial amount of money) 

Didn't get to meet bae today but thats okay. We need our rest after a long day in school and I have to start on my revision. Yup, I'll be starting right after this post! Already told myself to stop skipping classes and that, no matter how busy I am, I will still have to be consistent in my revision. Insya Allah, I am able to do well at the end of this 4th semester. At the same time, I still wanna go on dates with bb.. Going out with angels and family. 

Till then, alhamdulillah for everything. Alhamdulillah for another tiring but super productive day!

Blessed

Woke up with an uneasy feeling, knowing that today was supposedly my slimming treatment. Yes, you heard me right guise, slimming treatment. (I am not crazy btw) A girl can appear all slim but there will always be this thing called "belly fat"(because we have a womb right?) Whatever it is, thanks to my angels and bb for continuously telling me that I don't need it at all and with Allah's will, I actually stumbled upon a lot of bad reviews about their weight loss service. So, i cancelled my whole appointment with them and decided to eat mom's nasi lemak (2 rounds for every meal) and cakes and ice cream.. The list goes on and on. I will eat as much as I want, as long as its before 8. So much of keeping my stomach flat. I guess, I would have to depend on bb to help me out with my belly fat. (Help me, bb)

Tonight has been one of the best night with the good ole classic birthday celebration at home with dearest family and it was a really big surprise. Was too busy with printing of school notes and dealing with buyers online that I didn't even notice them preparing the cake and gifts on the dining table. I almost teared tho but I had to keep my cool. At that moment, no matter how bad we argue, debate, can't get into an agreement, we would always come back to each other and that makes me so happy. 22 now and I remembered most of the mistakes I did to them in my early teens and here they are, still loving me so unconditionally. From a non-hijab girl to a hijab girl with lots of flaws and now, still lots of flaws, they are the ones who are there to always remind me to get back to the right path when I go astray. Alhamdulillah for another blissful day.. 

22

Tomorrow's my 22nd birthday and its my only day off after 2 weeks of working continuously w/o any leave. Being 22 makes me more anxious, knowing that I have to be a more responsible person. Despite my main priority of paying both the interest and principal amount every month, saving up and treating bb, family and myself is another thing. Working 3 jobs and schooling at the same time is quite tough but alhamdulillah, its been 1 and a half years and still standing strong now. Surprisingly, I enjoy what I have been doing. Working with bb at Sakura for a year now, teaching for a year now, and accounts assistant for over 3 months now is sort of like one of the major accomplishments in my life. When I was younger, all I cared about was having a large social circle but now, I realised whatever mattered to me back then dont matter to me now. Priorities have changed and what I have now is so much better than everything I used to want. Pretty sure everyone's priorities change overtime and as time goes by, it'll get easier. Keep on loving what we do and insya Allah, life won't be that bad after all. At the end of the day, spending time with family, bb and my angels is what I will always want to do.. Till then, happy 22nd birthday to me! 😈