A MONTH OF NS

Hi, guys! Im going for the mak ciks line now. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah sebulan NS berlalu. HAHAHA! But really. A month of NS and we are still surviving. Time flies real fast, tbh. Just to share how everything is now. Alhamdulillah, he had his leave last Thursday night onwards. And will be booking in tmr night. Tonight will be the last night for us to go all mushy mushy before both of us get to work again. Just to share with you guys how our 1 month has been throughout this NS phase.

In a month, we had a misunderstanding TWICE. Yes, twice. The first fight, he was so cool about it that we reconciled after 5 minutes? In fact, we didn't even had any fights. He basically knew I was a little sad(for an unreasonable reason) and managed to put a smile on my face right after that. The second fight, which is today. HAHAHA! But again, he managed to go all "Babe, tonight, 8pm we go dinner again okay? Tang Tea House" and how could I say no to that? HAHAHA! Basically, we fought for the MOST COMMON NS FIGHT EVER. Time. Yes, time. Me, being clingy (can't help it right? Girls, we are like that. We are born this way), just needed his time for myself. A day isn't enough but, I realised I was being.. Unappreciative. It's normal, I guess. Heard it from my girlfriends how such fights would occur but no worries, our man is able to handle our clingyness, unreasonableness no matter what, all thanks to NS. No matter how childish he was before NS, but right after he undergo this phase, whatever fights yall have, they will probably chase us back and manja us like there's no tmr. BUT, don't ever take them for granted. As much as it hurts to only spend a day with him, I will have to stop being an ass, and understand bae's schedule, energy, and time.

In case you guys are wondering how our love is right now.. It's getting stronger and stronger. Trust me. This is in fact how my girlfriends' relationships are too. We are more understanding, more appreciative and more loving. Some peeps told me that their relationships got shaky and about to crumble down anytime soon. But some also told me how their relationship got better and better. All I can say is, it depends. It depends how in love you both are with each other. It takes 2 hands to clap. If you're the only one fighting for the relationship and the other goes "meh..", don't think it can work, right? What I feel is, NS is like a test to our relationship. It shows whether we would still stay and fight for each other or one of us would simply give it up and move on. It's sad but at the same time, it's healthy because NS strengthens your relationship. On the other hand, it removes toxic relationships as well.

Till then, we are still standing strong, and looking forward to the days to come.
Insya Allah..

Still keeping track

Third week of BMT and I really feel sorry for my baby. First 2 weeks, the conversations we had were all within 35 mins but now, 15 mins, guys. Thats how exhausted my baby is. I am completely fine with us communicating for only 15 mins since it's actually more than enough to share how our day was. Cause, all I do is work. Every. Single. Day. Nothing much except that I'm getting lots of money. HAHAHA! According to him, sergeant are all now tekan-ing them. I could hear one of them screamed while I was on the line with bae. Sergeant, please, chill. But, I understand. Camp is the only place that you guys have power. Right? (sarcasm at its best) Tbh, I hate the way they abuse their power. (My bro's a regular army but he is such a chill chill guy. Reasonable, humble and alhamdulillah, he got a higher position now) So, why are all this sergeant baru nak naik buat kecoh. So much of taking care of your men. But then again, tekan-ing in camp has become a tradition from generations to generations. But please, don't try to imitate U.S army style of training. (insert facepalm emoji, if there is one)

So, after all my ranting here. I ain't gonna be that girl, being angry at my man for not able to communicate with me for 35 mins. Fasting and doing all these training, not enough sleep, is wearing him off. If I were him, I'd probably go AWOL. Now, you know why I'm born as a woman. Because, we, women, run when things get hard. HAHA :P

If you're reading this bb, I want you to know, I am still here, loving you and I am not going to give up up until you get through this phase, okay? Nobody said NS is easy but we adjust to it and make do with whatever we have okay. I won't want to make things even difficult for you. I want to be that girl you will always want to go home to..

See you REAL soon, my soldier..