Hello, everyone! MIA for more than a month all because of my hectic schedule. SCHOOL HAS BEGUN! YAP, as much as I am super excited to learn new things, get through the assignments, projects like a regular student, I can't deny that I'm sort of not looking forward to it because this just means, LESS SLEEP! 😟 But, I'm pretty sure I could handle it well, I guess. Hahaha!
My definition of BUSY just means......
Lectures, assignments, projects, finals...
Production training, rehearsals...
Teaching in the evening...
Accounts Assistant in the afternoon....
Sakura on SOME days.. (really seldom since its super flexi)
I am still contemplating about the dance classes with Amal and Dinz tho. So, THAT, too, will be in my list of busy.
I have to say that, the past 1 month, it has been a super interesting month for me, knowing that bae's been doing well in Army, 4 minutes for SOC and HENCE, booking out at 11am tomorrow guiseeee! SAPPPPPPP! Hahahaha! Did we fight? Yes, we did. Once. Tak gaduh, tak sah. Come on, its NS. #inisemuanormal But, if you fight with your man EVERY SINGLE DAY, thats, just.. Toxic. GETOUT. Any differences with bae? Definitely!! Alhamdulillah, he's becoming more understanding and soft spoken? How do I put this... Hm, for instance, when we had a fight previously, he was more of a calm person? He didn't really go all crazy mad, instead, he replied with a calmer tone. Maybe, he was too tired to continue the argument. So, yap, I love how he's calmer than usual, hes handling problems so much better. And, he's a much more clingy man, always confessing his love to me and that is so very rare of him. So, I guess, for now, NS has changed him in such a way. A GOOD WAY. Alhamdulillah. As for me, I'm so used to how everything is for me now. School, work, meeting my girls, production. There's a lot on my plate but I am thankful because everyday, without fail, Im able to smile even when bae is not physically here with me. But when he does...... I go all smiley, guise, like, even my face can't fit the smile that I have when I see him. Hahaha!
For the past 1 month, I've learnt something uh guise. To not expect much from anyone even if you already given your best to them. No, this has got nothing to do with my boyfriend. In case you guys are wondering. I love friends. I love making friends. New ones. No bad intentions, just, forging new friendships with people. But, some people are just so full of negativity and whatever good intentions you have, it will never be understood by the other party. I am adulting and I definitely don't wish to argue with anyone just because they have something that I don't, or just because they are someone that I can never be. At this age, all I pray for is lasting friendships, a responsible husband, a happy family, a good career and happily ever after in the Hereafter. So, I'm gonna keep my head strong and not let people bringing me down like how they wish I would be.. Whatever it is, it's your loss for thinking bad of me when in the first place all I hoped for is to be someone that you could talk to as a friend. But now, it changed my perception of you and I will never want to associate myself with someone like you. Because, really, "Aint nobody got time fo you"
Till then,
happily girl wishing everyone a good day ahead and PLEASE stay positive and avoid negativity AT ALL TIMES 😆
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