Another post in a week. Just had to express my contentment tonight. Met a whole lot of bad people back then (who could be nice now? idk) I am going to be partially honest tonight. I messed things up quite a lot in the past and things did get quite ugly between me and some people. I tend to get all emotionally unstable when things didn't go my way. Thats one. And, I loved feeling in love? I don't quite know how to explain it but in simple terms, I was a hopeless romantic. But, at some point of our lives, we would meet a bunch of ungrateful and full of bad agendas BOYS (if you know what I mean) I met some and it wasn't a pleasant experience at all! Tbh, it seemed like as if they didn't have a heart? At that point of time, all i said in my heart was; its okay, forgive them and let it go
Of about 2 years knowing bae, and I have never felt so secured and loved by someone. People may misjudge him for looking like a really bad guy(hahah sorry bb, but its the truth) But, he has never played with my heart or any girls' hearts. (Since i am the second girl hes with) Honest, loyal, sincere, , generous and HE DOES NOT HAVE ANY AGENDAS. BAD agendas. I had to meet several douchebags to get to you. I was emotionally unstable and was trying to figure my way out in life. But ever since I met you, you changed me into a better person, who lowers down her ego and not demanding way too much from anyone. You taught me so much and I wish I could type everything down in just 1 night but maybe some other nights, I would be typing more of it.
I love you, sayang..
No comments:
Post a Comment